a former, more melodramatic and immature side of me used to use such tools as this to rant and carry on inappropriately, somethign i have put behind me.
i have checked my ego at the door, and am now realizing i cannot help myself, well myself - so i have turner to support groups, family and professionals to help me. some in my life may not see the change as it is not a switch to be turned and i still occasionally make mistakes, bbut - and this is the hard part - when i make such a mistake, change it - and dont make it again.
see the world for what it is, look at what you offer, not what you will be given, and leave this world having given more than you take. it is how i live now, and how i strive to live in the future as well.
i have asked for support, but now i will settle for guidance and direction - tho i shall not demand, expect or require it-
only use it when provided.
i do not know if this will work - or if it will be an answer, but it is the best i can do now for the people unfortunate enough to be in my life
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