kicking off the rooftop series

living life without a net

in my past, my embarrassingly self loathing and delusional past - i have been accused , and with some merit of shouting from rooftops-

in my mind i thought i was whispering up my sleeve, or venting silently but my failure to understand how even the darkest corners of the internet, no matter how obscure - are still public.

    things i have done cannot be undone - and thank you dear internet for that lesson of lessons - 

but what i CAN do is truly shout and share what my heart does hold - that 

I FUCKING LOVE THIS GAL! i LOVE MY BEAUTIFUL, VIVACIOUS, SEXY, BLAST IN A GLASS WIFE

KELLY PATRICIA CLANCY -BLACKMAN!!!

SEE?  ISNT SHE AMAZING?

  And you dont know the half of it my dear dear friend.  because i picture cannot convey the heart this gorgeous body carries around every day.  she is the catch of catches - 

the juice in my wine-

the grey goose in the cosmo

the sun in the sunrise

she is all thses things but most of all - 

she is too much to just be mine - she is more than i could ever possibly deserve, i feel like i am stealing when i simply say 'she is mine' - she is too good to be that

so let me just say this - 

even when life sucks, work sucks, and maybe we are not where we need to be-

i may look grumpy - distant- in short - an asshole

please know that inside, she makes me this fuckign happy - all the time

period